I never expected my little boys. They were both surprises.

God knew

I never expected to be anything except for “Till Death do us part” and yet here I am divorced.

God knew

I never wanted to be as strong as I have to be…and yet I have strength I never knew I had.

God knew

I never thought I would be starting over in my 40’s feeling like I’m in my 20’s again

God knew

Something new and unexpected has entered my life…and it’s a little surreal…but one thing I do know is

God knew

In many ways this year I am grateful for the unexpected. The unexpected brings fear, joy, terror, happiness and so many other conflicting emotions…and yet there is a feeling of calm and of peace…and I know that God KNOWS…he sees the big picture that I can’t see yet…and I just have to trust. Trust that God knows, he will always know and he will guide and lead.