I have to let go of my guilt.

I have to let go of my shame.

I have to let go of the “what if”.

I have to let go of the expectations.

I have to let go of inadequacy.

I have to let go of the pain.

I don’t know how…

I’m struggling…

I’m feeling undervalued.

I’m feeling like a doormat.

I’m feeling blah and hurt.

I want to be valued.

I want to be appreciated.

I want to be more than I am.

I’m not finding the balance.

I’m not feeling joy.

I hate having to be strong all the time.

I want to be weaker.

I want someone to help.

I want someone to meet me where I am and pick up the slack.

I want what I don’t have and I need to get back to what I do have and do my best.

This process is Hard.