It’s been one of those days…not bad but not good, not short but not long, frustrating yet satisfying its just not making a whole lot of sense.

My oldest called tonight because they needed to talk to someone and have human interaction. While we are on the phone the 10 year old has a full on angst attack over a reading log…and how he doesn’t want to read at home…this is stupid, I hate this…and on and on and on…until I’m just like…turn on the subtitles…that’s reading!

My youngest is struggling with getting back into the groove at school…I’ve not really been on top of stuff this week so that could be partly my fault but hopefully this weekend things will get more back to normal.

Its cold…bitterly cold and I’m not feeling life right now…I want to put on cozy socks, find a blanket and either read or watch TV until I don’t want to…but I can’t…and that’s not my favorite.

It’s a new year, a new week, some new things at work but really I’m just feeling like…What Now?

I’m trying to shift my perspective and focus but tonight…tonight I’m just like forget it…not worth it…not happening…so What Now?